i really dislike my body, so im gonna start eating healthy and working out. and this time, i mean it. because im so sick of being fat, and im sick of failure, im sick of everything.
I said nothing for a time, just ran my fingertips along the edge of the human-shaped emptiness that had been left inside me. Haruki Murakami (via moldavia)
I hate my stomach and my thighs. I hate my hair and my teeth. I hate how my clothes look on me, I hate how much make-up I wear. I hate my voice. I hate how I talk to people. I hate my personality. I hate that everything gets to me and I care too much. I hate that I’m never smart enough. I hate that I’m not pretty enough for anyone. I hate that everyone leaves me. I just want to be everything that I’m not.